冤孽..

其实Blogging 是我抒发情绪的其中一个管道..
自从意外事件发生后
每多写一篇 blog 只是意味着自己又伤心多一次..

看看自己最近 update blog 的频率..
似乎无论每一天过得多充实都好,
还是无法不想她..


叹~
冤孽啊冤孽..



刚从云顶回来
履行了之前一篇 entry 承诺做的事..
对不起
我也总该为自己着想着想不是吗 ?

Who knows ?

CIS...

Really didn't approve my comment Sobs..
Liddat ppl who go see that blog will probably jump to conclusion that i m bad guy sia.

Sobs T.T

Nvmind i used to it already.
I am bad guy ma.
It's people style. What to do ?

hahahaha.




i dont wish to start a debate.
But if u want to i wont mind just to clear my name.



i will never say your assumptions or mine will be correct.
" Dont judge a book from it's cover "
Who knows the one closest to you actually is the one you should be aware of ?

Who knows ?


Once upon a time, a girl just said to a boy i love you.
But the next day the girl say sry ya i dont love you at all. All the years i just love another guy.

It was lies or truth ?

Who knows ?


The boy and other frens all say nth but just bless them SILENTLY.
None of them say anything.
But the gal think that everyone is cursing her new relationship.
She thought everyone think what she do is wrong.

Right or Wrong ?

Who knows ?


No ppl said that her friends / bf were rubbish or sth.
If got ppl say such things i think the one who said that is truly rubbish.
" Never Look Down on Anyone on this Earth "
But someone label her own fren as " bad ppl "
Issit you urself felt humiliate when you are with them ?

Who knows ?



LOL.. "do it in real life" sia...
Rmb last time we play cabal we scold those ppl who wanted to " do it in real life " as what ?
nth rude also rite ? we just called them the same kind of creature as " micky " hahaha.

Eh, dont think that kind of creatures kenot do anything wor, they also can success one.
Subutex , Foxyance and SetanCruz also can solo PF boss already LOL.


They brave they strong they willing to take some risk.
They maybe get big wealth in future too.
But maybe just because of lacking some education or knowledge Probably will lead to some social problem.
Like broken family cases la , torturing/raping child cases la, torturing maid cases la..

WHO KNOWS ?



feel offended? The feeling is yours, i can’t stop you from being offended. I can’t care about the feeling of every single soul in this living Earth. I’m not a perfect human. I apologize if that makes you feel better. [copy bulat bulat from somewhere LOL plagiarism ! ]


sry this my blog i think i have my freedom to write some rubbish here hor?


o ya... i did not write this entry purposely , i didn't mention who is the gal or what blog address.. I'm just leaving it to your imagination on who is this people ..
[ Copy from somewhere again, plagiarism ! ]




I dont like people talking my bad behind of me or writing what stupid blog hinting something.
If u do think i am the one who did that ..

i welcome you to confront with me.
Or u want call the police haha i will surely entertain you.




I remember someone blocked my MSN and YM for such a period but i wonder why recently unblock me already.
Since after someone unblock me then somethings happened..
Then i mou tin tin being frame for nth..
Why dont you just block me once and for all ?


Since i also dont want my msn/ym contact have someone who treated me as enemy.
I bet no much people will like to have one in their messenger list too.

Or you cant bear it ? then i will do it after this weekend i back from Genting Highlands.




Uncle Lim ,
Will you give me a big big Ang Pau?


WHO KNOWS ?
LOL~

Ache...

After Gambling till near dawn..
Back home Sleep and when i woke up.
Something really pissed me off !


This is my reply on your blog but i wonder will you approve it?




hi my dear old fren....

why i feel offended when i am reading ur blog ?
After we broke up why i feel all the post in this blog is so mean to me?

yayaya all ppl know how deep u love your current bf u want to emphasize how many times ? The more u emphasize only show how "Much" confident you have in this relationship.


Well, after near 2 years been tgt if u think the ting yi u know will do such kind of silly things then i have nth to say. Let it be.... afterall it's your own blog u want say what also can no need care other ppl feelings ma... That's your style isn't ?

Think twice, maybe deep inside your heart so despo to hate me? so whatever bad things all push to me? Now i get to know this cruel world more.. this is actually what i get after i do nth but blessing you can live happily or get the happiness that i cant give ? WA.. so ironic...


@stalker : i bet you are not my fren. Probably the fren of other side? So no confident in ur frens relationship? Or scared of my spanar skill , LOL ? Need to do this to frame me ? Well if frame me all can get happiness den let it be.. i've used to it.
If u want to let ppl blame on me u shud have use Melaka IP ma.. hahaha

Well i guess this is the difference between Educated ppl and Non-educated ppl ?

Seriously, i'm disappointed.

First Of May [1969] Bee Gees

--- First Of May [1969] Bee Gees ---

When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall,
we used to love while others used to play.
Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by,
someone else moved in from far away.

Now we are tall, and Christmas trees are small,
and you don't ask the time of day.
But you and I, our love will never die,
but guess who'll cry come first of May.

The apple tree that grew for you and me,
I watched the apples falling one by one.
And as I recall the moment of them all,
the day I kissed your cheek and you were gone.

Now we are tall, and Christmas trees are small,
and you don't ask the time of day.
But you and I, our love will never die,
but guess who'll cry come first of May.

When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall,
do do do do do do do do do ...
Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by,
someone else moved in from far away.




My parents are Bee Gees Fans...
Almost all songs from Bee Gees they till now still can remember the lyrics...
This piece is one of their favorite.
So when i was young,
i always fall asleep in this beautiful melody.


Now i've grown up.
Understand the lyrics even more.
thus,
this will be my all time favorite song.


you..
please dont be so soft-hearted
please be more cruel to me
i know u can do better..


before
i be cruel.
Don't forget...
i'm Scorpio.


" when i was small , and christmas trees were tall.. "
"do do do.... do do do do.. do do... "

你听过筷子的故事吗？

(06 年 kok wu 生日 & 07 年 Doi Doi 生日的 housemate 照 )

上面是翻翻旧 photo folder 找到的 Housemate 照..
感叹
时间过得真是很快..
有人说只有老人才会整天缅怀过去..
难道我真的老了 ?

这是个资讯科技爆炸的年代
大家的父母都会上网
甚至会通过 blog 来了解孩子们的生活..


所以我们家通过了一个议案
你听过筷子的故事吗 ?
一根筷子只需轻轻一折就断了
但是如果你拿起十根二十根那么想折断只怕没那么容易了...


看不明白?
其实很简单..
议案的大概就是以后写 blog 是对事不对人..
怎么说是对事不对人呢 ?


打个比方..
Blog 标题 " 我和 Doi Doi 和 仑襁他们的云顶赌场成人游 "
或是
" 我和仑襁 , 霖嵩他们的疯狂海边 Clubbing 传 ! "
Wa !!!..
这种标题和内容的 Blog 就是被 BAN BAN BAN 的啦 !



这个时候就是考验大家默契和团结的时候了咯
如果要写也不能指名道姓的写..
发挥你的创意婉转点写 ~
毕竟 "救人一命胜造七级浮屠" 嘛..



希望各位 Blogger 能大举支持我们的议案 ~
不胜感激..

你回来了? >.<

看着我的双手
再站在镜子前
我再也看不到以前的自己..


不得不承认 , 我真的瘦了
现在的胃口或许只有以前的一半..
我是个喜欢把笑容常伴脸上的人
不过最近似乎苦笑爱上了我
原来 , 苦笑也还蛮吃力的...


我恨..
我的头脑为什么不能休息让我能好好静一静
不过就开个会议嘛.. 总有人出席有人缺席
何必介意何必挂怀 ?
疼..
鼻腔内又闻到了血腥味...


站在路旁
新年风还是如往常般刺骨寒冷..
虽然我身上穿着朋友们的温暖
但是手心里的寒冷还是无法欺骗自己内心的寂寞..


脑袋啊脑袋..
可不可以合作点...
不要让我每眼看出去还看得到那人的影子..
任何地方都还看得到曾经....
你是不是想逼疯你的主人?



没救了..
难道真的只能活在回忆里 ?





- Background Music : First of May (Bee Gees ,1969) -

海上的故事...

很想写下我新年期间
大学放假过的开心事迹...
但每次心情都被破坏....
写不出来..

很久很久以前
有两个人共乘着一条小船
经历了多少风风雨雨
但还不是都这样挨了过来..



不过在海上久了

或许对陆地的憧憬更深
以致这艘时而牢固时而脆弱的小船
无法顺利通过那一波无情的浪



" 啪 "
一声巨响
终结了两人安宁而平静的海上生活
船... 断了...
被无情的大浪打得支离破碎..



男孩精通泳术 , 女孩是个旱鸭子
男孩竭尽所能要挽救女孩..
但女孩并没有接受男孩的救援..



反而独自一人依靠在一个陈旧腐烂的浮木上..
期望它能带她到她憧憬的海岸..
踏上那沙沙的陆地
体验那非一般的风俗民情..



如果你是男孩 , 你会如何 ?



男孩心碎了..
心爱的女孩不再相伴于身旁


男孩受伤了...
精通泳术竟然还比不过一个烂木头..


男孩绝望了....
默默地往与女孩相反的方向游去....
希望永远再也不要再见到女孩..



因为这对男孩来说..
是一辈子的伤痛..

就算未来痊愈了...
也留下了个永远不可磨灭的伤痕 ...




也难怪海水永远不会变淡

因为有个傻子的眼泪不停的留进大海..