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欢迎大家来到我的部落格... 没有一流的文笔,没有华丽的设计...只是记录些心情,事迹...
看过觉得还过得去不妨留下痕迹 :p

-玩火-

Monday, March 16, 2009



几乎我遇见的人都希望我的部落格能写些开心的事迹..
毕竟大家在一起欢乐的时光 , 好笑的事情 , 难忘的回忆实在太多太多了..
你们总是说不可能没有一件值得被我留在我的部落里..



对不起让你们失望了..



其实我不喜欢写部落格.
别人写部落或许是记录生活事迹 , 我却是发泄情绪...
不信可以去查看我以前的 entry.



最近压力蛮大..
虽然以前压力对我来说从来都不是问题
不过现下似乎有些改变
脾气开始有些暴躁 , 动不动就会有点火气上升



有时候我还蛮庆幸我出生在一个书生世家
父亲是德高望重的中学校长 , 母亲是和蔼可亲的小学教师
或许是基于这个原因..
我从小就有很好的脾气和耐心..
以致现在的我能对着让我火冒三丈的人脸露微笑



笑里藏刀 ? 阴沉奸险 ?
标准天蝎座男孩的个性.
我承认得罪我的人我一定会铭记于心 ,
但是我不够毒辣果断 , 狠心报复..


反而给予敌人善意的微笑 , 让敌人插多几刀
却装做若无其事的样子让人无可奈何..


或许这是我唯一不像天蝎座男孩的地方吧.
如果我是坏人 , 我相信我一定可以做到最狠最毒最阴险狡猾的那个..


只可惜..
为何我选择做了一个愚笨的好人 ?




唉..
你又出现在我梦里.


秀色依然可餐..
发香依然熟悉..
那么开心快乐的跳着幸福的舞步..



可是我呢 ?
托你的福..... 睡不好..
一整天心不在焉 , 读书读不好 , 头脑转不到..



老天爷,
请别耽误我的 [ 绝世好男人 ] 计划...
别再玩了. 我玩不起 .





p/s : 李宗伟终于终于打败了林丹 ~




脑海中还能凭想象映出你得知这消息时会浮现的那幸福笑容.


唉....
Yao Siew Argh !








蹂躏 !

Sunday, March 15, 2009



记得小学时期的我常常奇怪到底整堆人追着一粒球有什么好看 ?
是球好看 ? 还是人好看? 又或是球衣好看 ?

看着看着就爱上了英超 --- 曼联 ( Manchester United )



永远都不会忘记当年 1999 年..

我还只是 6 年级的小学生...

半夜 3 点多爬起床 , 扭开电视 , 观看 1999 Champions League Final

Manchester United [England] Vs Bayern Munich [ Germany ]



开赛 5 分钟就落后 1- 0..

到了 90 分钟... 心想难道我有生之年无法看到 MU 夺得这欧洲最顶尖的荣誉 ?

最后 3 分钟补时竟然进两球完成史上最神奇的大逆转 !

永远永远都不会忘记 David Beckham 开出的 corner kick ,

Teddy sherringham 和 Ole gunnar Solsjaer 的 finishing !


2 - 1 曼联当时赢了..
缔造了当时史无前例的三冠王..





幸好写这篇鸟东西的时候那场惊心动魄的球赛已经过了 5 个小时..
我的心情平复了许多.. 否则整篇肯定都是粗话 !



我家都是曼联的死忠球迷
最近曼联经历了许许多多大战我们都有到 McD 去捧曼联的场...


Manchester United Vs Liverpool FC



有足球常识的人都知道 MU 的死敌不是 Arsenal , 不是 Chelsea , 正是 Liverpool !
曾经在 Liverpool Official Website 有个投票...

" 您希望利物浦 (liverpool) 赢得冠军还是在一个 season 里 两次打败曼联 ? "


猜一猜结果 ?


球迷的结果是一面倒, 全倒向一个球季里双杀曼联 !


可见 Liverpool Fc 和 Manchester United 这两支英国历史上最成功的球队的仇恨有多深!




所以这场大战显得多么重要...
这是攸关面子耻辱的一战 !






干 !
干干干 !
真是只有一个字可以形容.... 干 !



这场球赛根本就是耻辱 !
被 Liverpool 蹂躏 4 -1 惨败 !
看到我眼泪都要流出来..
害得我整晚心情跌落谷底..


乘兴而来 , 败兴而归 !



看着 Liverpool 球迷在 Goal 之后在我们面前跳舞..
心情真是五味杂陈..
瞬时间明白为何会有 Hooligan ( 足球流氓 ) 的出现..
因为连我那么好的脾气都有些忍耐不住...



不用紧..




外表看似怎么坚强 , 内心其实怎么坚韧 , 也总会有崩溃失败的一天..
最重要是要站得起来面对隔一天那刺眼的早晨阳光 !



不是吗 ? 笨蛋 !










Cute Game ~

Saturday, March 14, 2009





Cute Game To play with..

Strongly Recommend to use a good mouse and firm steady hand to play.



I only manage to lvl 4 !

How about you?


Click * Here *










我要你 !!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009



生活过得繁忙充实..
不过还是感受不到 , 找不回从前的快乐..
不得不承认..
我这么一个念旧的人 , 还需要更多更多更多的时间..



March - Midterm + Preparation of Xiang Sheng & Saas
April - Xiang Sheng & Saas
May - Study Week + Final Exam



短短看似三行而已的时间表
当中会带来的汗水 , 欢乐 甚至泪水是绝对比想象中来的多...



所以就拟订了些挽救计划..


March - Singapore
April - Too bz =.=||
May - Genting !
June - Redang Island


我也不指望能很开心..
只希望能散散心 , 不触景伤情就好了...






死了两个人..

一个是我最疼爱的干妹妹..
(我从不喜欢干妹干哥这种玩意儿.. 她是第一个也是最后一个...)


7th March --- 她一半的骨灰已撒落在新加坡东海岸的海里..
12th - 13th March --- 另一半的骨灰将随着父母踏上飞机飞向澳洲 , 去寻找属于她的那片大草原... 牧牛骑马放羊..



另一个死在了我的心里..


自甘堕落 ? 扭转乾坤 ?

死了就应该乖乖安分的呆在棺材里
不要三五不时出来撩起别人的回忆...




玩转整个马六甲..
淡淡的哀愁始终围绕我身旁.
步入家门 ,
感觉尤其显著..




写了这么多废话.. 目的只有一个..

老爸老妈 , 我想在马六甲买一个 keyboard.

在我感觉孤单无聊时陪着我 , 抚慰我心灵.




不贵 , 最近做了市场调查...
Rm 500 - 1000 罢了.










兄弟!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009



在家里无聊时,
总喜欢打开房门看看我那几个死党屋友在做些什么事情..



有个房间总是传出 Dota 的声音..
有个房间老是播同一首歌曲百听不厌..
有个房间则不停的传出电影的对白 ~




这是楼下那个 66e2 掌门人的 Wallpaper.
( 少了一个短脚的阿毛 --- elewhkang07 先生 )


再加上另外一个越来越有 Gay 相的屋友也放了 Arena 的合照做 Wallpaper.
( 基于敏感因素不便放上他的 Wallpaper )



感动.




大学生涯所剩无几...
庆幸这一路走来有你们的陪伴



就算现下归西.
我想也不枉此生了吧...








迎新除旧 ?

Monday, March 9, 2009



粉红色的新被褥
白褐相间的新窗帘
似乎在这个寒冷的夜晚相继请了病假..
忘了尽提供温暖于主人的义务和职责...



要知道..
主人已今非昔比
再也经不起风吹雨打..
内心的脆弱已达致最高的境界
他可不想再次生病独自一人躺在冰冷的床上苟延残喘..




这一切的一切或许都要归咎于以往过得太幸福
所以当瞬时间一切从指缝中溜走后
留下来的只是无数的后悔.


单单一个后悔已经能叫人痛不欲生..
更何况是数以万计在我脑海里纵横的悔意 ?


后悔当初为何没有多说几句甜言蜜语
后悔当初为何没有把你抱得更紧
后悔当初为何没有拍多些照片留下更多美好的回忆..
后悔为何当初没有把你迷人的眸子看得更仔细些
后悔为何当初没把你的手握得更紧 , 让我在夜晚不再寒冷.




我不是一个悲观的人..
只是近来发生在我周遭的事情有时不能不让我悲观..
肩膀上的担子日益加重..
我却渴望在这个时候放下一切
一个人去流浪旅行.



" 风平浪静的海洋 , 锻炼不出一个真正的水手 "


只能这么安慰自己了.




说句实话.
我很早已经看开.


只是还不习惯一个人生活.













The Highest Level of love = willing to let go ~


Ya... Another Stupid Long Entry i wrote for my Stupid Engineering & Society Subject !
Still poor english argh !

Willing to leave some comments ? Then click HERE
Only for MMU students though..



Once upon a time, there was a pair of husband and wife. One day, they felt their love no longer exist. They decided to divorce. Every procedures went on perfectly and smoothly. The only problem left was who was going to bear the responsibility to bear the child. Both of them intended to take care of their child themselves and always quarrel and fight for it. This makes the child felt so unsecure.


One day, this pair of husband and wife quarrel about the custody of the child again. Each of them held one hand of their child and makes the child very troubled. Some passers-by saw this scene. They held some different opinions too.


Some thought that the side who loved the child should just let go so that the child would not be hurt. Another side thought that if the wife knew that his husband could not provide a good environment for their child to grow up, she should fight for the custody of the child till the last so that she could let the child grow up nicely under her care.


As a result , a problem of a broken family evolved into a total chaos. All sides held their own stands and opinions and had no intention to give up. At last, all people put aside their proper matters, forgot to work , forgot to cook , forgot they were boiling water in the kitchen , forgot to do many important things which awaited them to complete.


Meanwhile, the divorced husband and wife brought the family problem to the court and let the judge to decide who to have the custody of the child.


In fact, in this case all people did not consider the feelings of the child, not even bother or respect the right of the child to choose. Did the father ask what was the decision of the child before? Did the mother knows what was running on her child’s mind ?



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Let us change the scene to our Perak state’s politics chaos. This big politic joke still carry on each day and this is surely an interesting story to be written down in our Malaysia history page.


The real cause of this epic Perak’s politics also is someone or some side do not know how to respect the decision of their people. Those two sides are just like the divorced parents, and our people are just like the pitiful child.


Side A said : “ We have more people , so I am the legal owner. “

Side B said : “ We are voted by our children , eventually I should be the legal owner. “

Children said : “ Please do not argue, let the vote on our hands decide the rightful owner ! which side got our support which side is the legal owner “


Side B heard it. They agreed on what children said and respect their children’s decision.


However, side A still remains the same. They never bother what their children want and what their children are thinking about. They just want to have the custody of the children.

Till this moment , which side is the side who really cares and love their children ?


Since side B willing to let go and let the children to make their own decision why till now side A still unwilling to let go? There is one phrase stated that “ The highest level of love is when you willing to let go“


One day side A do not willing to let go, I guess there will be no peaceful moment for Perak ; once side A willing to let go, maybe everyone finally can see a beautiful rainbow after the rain ?